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LIFE IS NEVER FAIR FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:@

Just a simple cup of coffee brighten my day up.....

This qoute says:
Just because somebody doesnt love you
The way you want them to,
doesnt mean they dont love you
with all they have


sometimes it just a misunderstanding....

DISAPPOINTED!!!!

Perserverance till my very last breath!!!!!

BAD SERVICE!!!!


Picture for the day in my facebook account....

after sch went to met my CG members at Macs then went up to the second floor for pizza hut!!! yea!!! hehheheeh then went in there wow it full waited awhile then the NEC3 ppl came too hahaha then we gt our sit hahaha then went in we had 9 ppl hahahhaha!!! then we satted down and wanted to see the menu but they didnt give us the menu...we had to get it our OWN!!! LOL wat kind of service is this!!! bad service !!! then we order the student meal then guess wat it came so long !!!! we waited for 1 hrs+ OMG so of them the soup wasnt even serve and the free flow drinks wasnt serve for some of them too OMG!!! then mine came abt after 30mins lor then ate then waited for the other to be serve but waited unntil so cold lor!!! then went out awhile then came back again the food wasnt serve again!!!.......then asked the people so many time lor LOL .....then after eating pay the bills then left then went to popular awhile then went home.....


but overall the lunch with CG was great hahahah =)

hehheheehhehhe today was so great !!!

today went to Macs and meet the NE peoples hahah reach there at abt 1pm then we study there hahaha then there was only Yufei,Joel and Ruijun there hahah the rest was late!!! LOL then awhile jerome came then slowly the rest of them came gt ME,Yufei,Joel,Jerome,Kurt,Gouwei,Junxian,Ruijun,Priscilla,Krichelle and Joann....then we study till around 5+ then kanna kik out of the Macs hahaa cause we cant study there de mar heheheh

then the guys said we wan to go play basketball so we went off to the basketball court haha then hor hahahahah i was standing there to wait for the ball to come to me mar then hor Wtf the ball hit my head 1 time then it didnt stop hahaha it hit me 2nd time then 3rd time and the 4th time!!! OMG gt once it hit me so hard that my head is bleading hahha LOL then hor so unlucky lor hit me so many time !!! hahaha anw play basketball is like this de lar hahaha........

then we went off at around 6++ then went to the coffee shop they had dinner but i drink coke only hahaha casue my mom bought my dinner it fried rice !! THEN hor i took trian with joel haha i go hougang he go boonkeng =) then reach home eat dinner then now blogging hahaha.....

today so fun manxc hhahah LOVE to have this kind of outing =) hehehe

Thanks God for making this day a great and wonderful day hahha thanks alot =)

Don't talk about the change,be the change; stop the thought, start the walk!!!

I Felt so Lost And Miserable Now =(

Labels: LOST

NEVER give up in wat u strongly belive in!!!!
(James 1:2-4) perserverance!!!

i had been studying for my n-levels lately...really thanks God that he give me the power to resist the temptation to go and play com instead of studying God has been guiding me throught this hard time =)


Lalalala i had thought of this problem for so long man!!! really want that thing to happen!!! arggg i m kinda so despo hahaha anw i m mature and know wat i m doing, i guess this is the right time for this but but i will wait till my n-levels finish cause dont want this thing to infect my studying if it really turns out bad as it had turn out ver bad before=(
i pray that it will turn out to be positive answer(example: YES!!) hahhaha i pray that people will understands why i had choosen this to happen and give us blessing instead of cursing and scoldings ...... i pray that day special day will happen on my birthday (7/11) heheh then it will be a great bdae present that i will never forget =).....
i also pray that she will be able to wait and really love me hehehe ..... for wat i m ,not because of some other reason :D i pray that she will still be single until i get her haha SHE MINE!!! heheheh...
EDITED
after some long thoughts the thing i write above is making me insane!!! and i m goin bonkers arggg some ppl discorague but some encourage who should i liseten to if i listen to 1 of them the other will be upset=( hiaz i m goin insane!!!!

i pray that i will be a shepherd befroe my 16th bdae i pray that God u can really help me share the gospel and upreach more to ppl and let them know God u r the greatest and u love us unconditionaly... and then they will come to our church and become a new beliver... and start the great walk with u God =))

Thanks God for the prayer u had answer and the love u had given me thank you for everything u done for me and God i really thank you for the time u help and guide me throught LOVE u manxz!!

few more hours to back to sch =) yea!!!!! it good news for me but i don think it
good news for others haha staying at home rotting is so boring =(.....

been studying hard for my n-levels lately i know it kinda of late ....anw nthing is too late and i m really studying ver hard lor!!! untill i m so tired and my eyes almost drop out whahaha .....


life is full of super ups and super downs time but i know that God u r always with me through this ups and downs ....

Love is a hard thing to explain 1 mins u see her u love her like crazy...but another min u will be thinking can i really give her happiness and everything??? another min u don have any feeling for her....then another min u wan her more than anything!!! another min u will be think if i confess my feeling to her will she accepet me or not .....if no my heart will break into a 1billion pieces =( experinceing this LOVE thing is too hard to find....No love last forever unless both you and she love each other deeply not because of the looks or wat u just love her no matter wat or who she is ....u love her heart....
i don know do i really love her or not i love her charater, i think abt the funny things she does and i will laugh, i just love her for who she are no matter wat she does it seem good to me things she do are so funny she is just like a kinda of angle that God had sent to accompany me through my life....IS THIS REALLY LOVE?? i M so scare to tell her my feelings i m scare later i m rejected or wat and it will be hard to talk to each other as she might feel embrass i dont really mind but i don wish to lose a friend.... THEN 1 part of me will say hey jus let it go and no one wil be hurt and we r still firends......but another part says,"hey man go get her don regret later,just tell her how much i love her and maybe there is a chance=)"..... i m just too confuse but i really want her so badly!!!! i just wan to love her and she love me haha i know this is kinda of imppossible but anything is possibe=)
i shall think positvely

MIND in big confustion!!! YES or NO,SHOULD or SHOULD NOT,LOVE or NOT LOVE???

I m damm angry now!!! some idiot had my handphone number and is kinda prank msg me !!! that idiot better watch out u better not let me catch u red handed!!! or else u will be in deep shit!!! come on we're teenagers can u pls think more mature!!! u don have to teach me abt God word i m more experince then u and somemore u r a buddist how can u noe anything abt God!! stop insuting my religon!! u better not msg me anymore 1 more msg from u i m letting this matter for the police to ssttle i can sue u for talking ppl hp no. without permission and i can sue u for harrassing me !!! watch yr back !!! u think this is funny right.... try yr own medicine!!! anyone who is very free and has either unlimted msg or free outgoing call feel free to call or msg this idiot!!!90607889 i m putting up this no. to let this idiot test it own medince!!! i had warn this person many times it really flare me uo this time!!! if this person dare to report this to the police hahhahaha that will be great let see how is in trouble!!!

today that idiot said want to come service but play me out haha i shouldnt thrust ppl easily!!!

had service today after that went to had lunch then study...Thanks ruijun for teaching me chemistry haha there is hope in my chemistry ahahaLOL went home at 6 + then had dinner blah blah

Thanks God for everything=)

yea!!! clear 3 subject le for the n-levels papers ( english,chinese and S.S)

yesterday was metamorposis!! had a super great time at there from 12++ to night time 9++ yesterday den i noe i m already holy spirit baptise!! haha cause i been praying hard for God to let me pray in toungues and after 2 week from my convetion i can pray in toungues but i don noe isit tounges so i didnt tell anyone then yesterday then i noe yea i m already holy spirit baptise!!! haha felt so great =) now i can pray effctily =) then had dinner then went back to have the last part was praise and workship this is the best part casue we sing!!! then went home super tired!! pray alot alot at nexus lor so damm tired!! hahaha then went home sllp!! till i wake up at 10++ this morning....

congrates to all who had let God into thier life and those who had recives the Holy Spirit and those who have a new tounges frm the Holy Spirit =)

jyjy for serving God NEVER FORGET GOD....

Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The holy spirit is willing, but the body is weak(MATTHEW 26:41)
this verse is taken from the book matthew,this means alot to me because when ever i m goin to fall into temptation i will pray and watch so i wont fall into temptation.Prayers does help me from not falling into temptation =)

LOVE is a kind of temptation that we have a hard time controlling it.....

today went to service then met the others and go to neuxs reach there then went in for service do the usual things....sing....workship...prayer....teaching ............ then aft that hahahaha ran to the merdian as usual to chop place hahahaha then had lunch there after that study at there with the HIHS group =) .... then kanna kick out by the ppl there cause we didnt buy anything to eat mar haha then i and priscilla decided to go home so we left home to study haha...

then reached home i go home change then go to EC-house to cut hair haha cause monday if the hair too long then sure cant go in for the n-levels haha .........

tml i goin to army open house to find my shepherd yea!!!! hahaha

shall end here now tml is a super long day for me =)

hellos ppl!!!
went to sch physci tution after sch...then after that yihao was waiting for me then he said he pei me go take guitar from my friend hhaaha then bused to take guitar then walk from there to yihao house LOL so far lor wait until we both sweat so much haahaha then finally reach his house hahah then he changed then we went to NEsportdays =) i thought we will be late haha cause we went out late haah then when we reached there and we are jus on time hahaha yeah!!! then do the usual stuff .....

after that i went to eat dinner with yihao haha at the usual place the nice coffee shop i had fried fish soup with rice haha super nice lor better than my house here the coffee shop they sell the same thing but not the same taste ahaha LOL.... finish the dinner damm full lor hahaa so long never had a great dinner le haha....

then went back to the sportday there then didnt feel like playing sports haah cause i jus finish my dinner! then sit down then played card so boring lor then i ask yihao to teach me guitar hahha then learnt the basic cords haha then donovan gave me his guitar pick haha so nice of him =) thanks ar!! haha and thanks Krichelle for lending me the notes for the guitar beginings =) thanks will remerber to return u the paper de haha anw Good luck for yr guitar test=)... then after that learnt abit haha then went home casue mom want me to go home ...booooo!!!
then went home took train haha then reach .......
i should end here now shall study hard for my n-levels for now and think abt nothing and focus on my studys ......

matthew 26:41

A Picture Speaks A Thousand Words!!!

think watever u want....Nelson Shall Channel The 'LOVE' To God Instead Of 'BGR'(boy girl relationship)

U came into my life like a gust of wind and make a big hole in my heart which hurt worse than anything else!!!


Could Someone Really Explain to me ...What is the meaning of LOVE???? Please!!!!!!

Ohhhh........ it been 1 month i been walking with God!!!:D

the days with God are so great...my old life was gone...i noe my old life sucks without anything!!!

today there is nth to post ....

Walking with familiy is nothing,Walking with friends is normal,Walking with God is everything!!
Walking with familiy is nothing,Walking with friends is normal,Walking with God is everything!!
Walking with familiy is nothing,Walking with friends is normal,Walking with God is everything!!
Walking with familiy is nothing,Walking with friends is normal,Walking with God is everything!!