Monday, September 14, 2009
i had been studying for my n-levels lately...really thanks God that he give me the power to resist the temptation to go and play com instead of studying God has been guiding me throught this hard time =)
Lalalala i had thought of this problem for so long man!!! really want that thing to happen!!! arggg i m kinda so despo hahaha anw i m mature and know wat i m doing, i guess this is the right time for this but but i will wait till my n-levels finish cause dont want this thing to infect my studying if it really turns out bad as it had turn out ver bad before=(
i pray that it will turn out to be positive answer(example: YES!!) hahhaha i pray that people will understands why i had choosen this to happen and give us blessing instead of cursing and scoldings ...... i pray that day special day will happen on my birthday (7/11) heheh then it will be a great bdae present that i will never forget =).....
i also pray that she will be able to wait and really love me hehehe ..... for wat i m ,not because of some other reason :D i pray that she will still be single until i get her haha SHE MINE!!! heheheh...
EDITEDafter some long thoughts the thing i write above is making me insane!!! and i m goin bonkers arggg some ppl discorague but some encourage who should i liseten to if i listen to 1 of them the other will be upset=( hiaz i m goin insane!!!!
i pray that i will be a shepherd befroe my 16th bdae i pray that God u can really help me share the gospel and upreach more to ppl and let them know God u r the greatest and u love us unconditionaly... and then they will come to our church and become a new beliver... and start the great walk with u God =))
Thanks God for the prayer u had answer and the love u had given me thank you for everything u done for me and God i really thank you for the time u help and guide me throught LOVE u manxz!!